Your belongings are gone, my locks are changed, it is all done.
But my heart hurts that you would choose partying over a family that loves you and it hurts more because I've seen inside you and know that this isn't what you wanted in your heart.
I will hurt and I will grieve but this will not destroy me or even knock me down. Your spiral of self destruction has just begun and I hope you survive it.
Good luck.
Unlike my other blog Chaos and Candy, this is a place for my personal thoughts, emotions, psychosis. It's more personal, an insight into my heart. Please keep in mind that these are my feelings, as always I welcome comments but I will ask you to not be hurtful or mean as I would never attack how you feel. With a warm little cyber hug, welcome to my soul! I hope that my journey in life will assist in yours and maybe just maybe our journey will lead us to cross paths someday! BEX
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Monday, June 13, 2011
ongoing saga
Just when We sit down and discuss "Us" and all seemingly is back on track and heading in a positive direction, doesn't someone have to try to screw it up. Same person that's officially wrecked 1 long term relationship and attempted to sabotage many others. Now there's been more conversating but it did set us back a couple steps.
Idk, what the outcome will be. Not even a clue however, it will be what it is and I can't change that. All I can do is continue to be true to myself and be true to my feelings. I love Tony and I'm in love with Tony. If that proves to be not enough for him than it's not me.
Not going to stop being hopeful <3
Becky
Idk, what the outcome will be. Not even a clue however, it will be what it is and I can't change that. All I can do is continue to be true to myself and be true to my feelings. I love Tony and I'm in love with Tony. If that proves to be not enough for him than it's not me.
Not going to stop being hopeful <3
Becky
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