In my previous post, I explained that I was beginning to rebuild myself after being heart broken for so long. I wasn't looking nor did I expect to find a partner but you know what they say: You'll find it when you least expect it.
I spend time with him and it feels like home. I can't explain any better than that. I am falling in love with him in a way that I didn't think possible, It's the most amazing feeling. It's not just the fairytale love that I've always believed in, it's the love of someone I could share life with, the love of a possible partner which is always what I've wanted. I look at him and my heart wants to burst with the love and admiration I have for him, the beauty that I see in his heart. I want to hold him and protect him from anything and everything that would dare attempt to hurt him in this world.
He was my high school sweetheart, my first love. Ironic that it should come full circle 23 years later like so many books that I've lost myself in throughout the years. After losing touch, finding each other, reconnecting and then discovering that attraction, those emotions that started it all, are still there. Not in the same way but so much better. I couldn't ask for anything more because he's everything that I had ever wanted but didn't think to ask for.
I spend time with him and it feels like home. I can't explain any better than that. I am falling in love with him in a way that I didn't think possible, It's the most amazing feeling. It's not just the fairytale love that I've always believed in, it's the love of someone I could share life with, the love of a possible partner which is always what I've wanted. I look at him and my heart wants to burst with the love and admiration I have for him, the beauty that I see in his heart. I want to hold him and protect him from anything and everything that would dare attempt to hurt him in this world.
He was my high school sweetheart, my first love. Ironic that it should come full circle 23 years later like so many books that I've lost myself in throughout the years. After losing touch, finding each other, reconnecting and then discovering that attraction, those emotions that started it all, are still there. Not in the same way but so much better. I couldn't ask for anything more because he's everything that I had ever wanted but didn't think to ask for.
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