Making it epic

If you knew there was an expiration time or time limit on something good in your life, would you give up or would you give it everything you had to make it everything it could be? Would you walk away from it, giving up because of an inevitable end? Would you just handle it half way under the misguided thought of what's the point in giving it your all if it's going to end anyway?

I knew going in to this that there was a time limit and I've fought with my feelings about this for a bit. I said before, I'm fine 99.9% of the time but there are still those moments when it gets to me.

Yesterday I made my decision, given my personality it wasn't really ever a choice. I'm putting myself all in. I'd rather have Happily ever 4 months, than nothing at all.

My belief has always been to experience anything and everything that you have the opportunity to. Fall in love again and again, get your heart broken, find something that gives you pure joy and keep doing it, feel EVERYTHING! Because even the unpleasant feelings of being heart broken, sad, lost, even all those hurtful feelings will teach you something in your journey through life. Don't go through life half way people, take it to the limit and back again, never hold back because you could lose the chance for something great.

Choose to make everything epic never settle for mediocre, that's not living it's just existing.
I'm choosing epic, I can't speak for the other half of this equation but I'm choosing to live and experience this to the fullest possible. A half way life has never been for me. It's all or nothing.

Making it Epic,
Becky