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Tuesday, November 22, 2011

last year

Last year, I spent Halloween getting to know you better.
Last year, I invited you in as family for Thanksgiving.
Last year, We shared presents under my Christmas tree.
Last year, I kissed you on New Years at midnight.
This year, I walked by your side and we handled it all, together.
This year, You left me alone with these memories and nothing else except my love, a broken heart and dreams of what might have been, what could have been, what I wanted and believed it would be.

Spent this year fighting to hold myself together
just to have you tear me apart, my partner, my best friend, my lover, my love.
This year, I gave you the key to my heart and my life, I trusted you above anyone else.
This year, you broke my heart and left me standing in the ashy ruin of my life, alone.
This year, you stole my key so that I may never know closure, so that I'm bound to you never being able to fully close the door. Forever trapped by you.